week-end-ed with a blast!

           Heres a quick recall of my week... it went well for me, so far i didn't have any problems in the office THAT directly affected me. Though the heat in the office between our TL in our team and some of the blessed ones is still on we still managed to be professionals. The team doesn't like the way TL distributes the work because she is unfair. I don't like it either (notice its "it" not "her"). And from their name itself "the blessed ones" are so blessed to always hit the target for the day. Honestly i don't blame the blessed ones for being blessed, its not their fault also, i guess. Though i'm not one of the "blessed ones" i still consider myself blessed because i really had a great week, i didn't have any problems with the target and with the audits and even with the cases. Praying before going to work and lifting your concerns to God is really of great help.
           ****All Hands Forum 2010- Glam rock theme
          After a stressful week for most of us with the issues in the office and all... its time to PARTY! Our project had a celebration last saturday night at the World Trade Center entitled All Hands forum with a theme of glam rock. Some of my team mates went there to have fun but the whole thing is really boring. We (jen and mark s) arrived there late due to heavy traffic, rain and campaign (it ryhmes.. cute), good thing it was really nothing to worry about we didn't missed a lot at all. So we dressed up based on the theme and i find it really cute... we all rock with our outfits. One thing that i appreciate that night was my conversation with my team mate al, he is also a christian like me and that was for me the first time that we really talked about the christian life and the issues that we are having in the office. I am blessed and encouraged with our conversation. Its comforting to know that you have someone in the office that can relate to you in a spiritual way. With all the pressures and all in the office we as christians should really stand firm with our faith and not compromise. I hope and pray that our plan to have a bible study would start soon.
          ****After Party - the gate crashers
          After the party since we are all "bitin" we decided to go somewhere and have some bonding. Jen suggested that we can go to her friends condo in Fort bonifacio heights (we cant go to any bars and really enjoy because of the liquor ban, though i don't drink i feel sorry for them if they wont be able to do so). Well what can i say, her friends were really accommodating. I think their hospitality were really way beyond any friend could offer, to allow their condo to be gate crashed by people they don't even know. The place was really great but the memories we had their was much greater. I will not go into details anymore about what happened there. Like what the saying says... "What happens in that condo stays in that condo" Oh wait i didn't do anything stupid that night if you're thinking that way. I am just a witness, a listener, pulutan eater, chaser drinker, photographer and an aftercare crew. Conclusion: they had a blast... hahahaha, don't worry guys, your secrets are really safe with me.
         **** Sunday
          I wasn't able to sleep! I have been awake for 24hrs since the day i prepared for the party until the next day when jen and mark went home. Mark and i were not drunk on the house party but jen really had a bad hang over, so she has to rest first before they went home. When i went back to my room thats the time that i felt my body is really wasting away (oh my such a strong word like am dying??? haha) im so tired, exhausted, and so sleepy. Im so tired that i wasn't able to even take a bath, when i woke up its already monday.
         ****Monday
         With all the happenings in my life, there's something that i really miss so much. I feel so abnormal the past weeks and it kills me. I miss going to church, meeting my Dgroup and my D12. I haven't talked to them for quiet sometime now and i miss them so bad it hurts. Well im talking to them thru text but its not enough for me. I miss hanging out with them, sharing and everything. My weekends have been so fully booked that i didn't had the time to meet them. I hope next weekend would be different.
          Start of the week for me and its a holiday YEY, hope to have another great week. God bless me and you this week. Again, its not about the situation or circumstance that you're in, what matters more is how you respond.
        
    

happy monday ^_^

          Ok i know its already tuesday here in manila but since my work follows the eastern time in the states, its still monday for me =) And i am HAPPY because my week started great this time. For the past few weeks it has always been an "imbey" week for me... and when i say week, it always starts on a monday not on a sunday since its the time that i have to go back to work and rest time is over.
          It has been my routine to pray on my way to work and lift my concerns to God before i start "my day" (which is actually night in reality). And i praise God because He is so good that He answered my prayers. I got good cases, i hit the target, and i got a perfect score in our audit! Great isn't it? I Can't help but just smile and thank God while doing my cases and remembering what i prayed for and how He is answering it in a very sweet way. *kiligmuch*
         Though its raining really bad outside because of the typhoon Juan, i don't feel sad or bad because of the weather. FYI: i have this syndrome which i forgot what its called, but i call it seasonal disorder. I feel good and happy when its sunny and i feel sad when its raining. I used to hate it when it rains, i get so easily annoyed because of the inconvenience that it brings. But its different now... ^_^ i appreciate rainy seasons, actually i'm loving it, just don't be as bad as ondoy. Since its raining, the sky is a bit darker and the weather is a bit colder... i guess you know what im thinking... of course, it's conducive for sleeping. harharhar
          And speaking of sleep, i have to sleep now... hoping for a great week ahead of me.
          Goodmornight... (-_-) ZzZzzzz
        
        

torn

          I've been using this word for several weeks now... and YES I AM TORN! lol, i'm saying this like i a have one big hell of a problem and having a hard time dealing with it. On the brighter side, its nothing really serious, i'm being torn because of the many stuffs that is running in my head that i want to buy and i want to do and i cant really decide what stuff  to buy or do. I used to be very impulsive when it comes to deciding or buying stuff, and somehow my impulsiveness is now manageable or so i thought??? hehehe. I guess the peeps around me now are not much of  a bully and don't have that devilish whisper... "bilhin mo na yan, baka magsisi ka... ^^"

         Before i started to work, i promised myself that i will be very responsible with my money this time and would save. I opened a savings account when i received my first salary and it feels good that somehow i'm being consistent on setting aside a portion of my salary and put it there. Being an only child and with all the advantages of it, i'm not used to being broke or borrowing money from someone. And with its disadvantage, i'm so financially dependent with my mom. She still gives me an allowance up to now and mind you that is brought about by my request of not cutting my allowance until the end of the year. I'm not spending the allowance, instead i also put it in the bank... as a way of preparing myself not to be so worried of not having money at all next year. 

        Back to being TORN.... i want to buy something and do something BUT i don't want to spend a single centavo from my savings... and that is really CRAZY!!! I call it self deprivation... huhu, like im on a diet.. =(

        Here are the things that i want to buy but i'm not sure which one to buy first, buy only or not buy at all.

 And the thing that i want to do, which i really want to do and i will really do no matter what... TRAVEL!!!

WOOT WOOT... will  be spending so much for these right??? TORN!!! i want i want...i like i like.. 

Hope i would be able to come up with a very good decision though.