Delights and Desires of the Pink mind: torn

I've been using this word for several weeks now... and YES I AM TORN! lol, i'm saying this like i a have one big hell of a problem and having a hard time dealing with it. On the brighter side, its nothing really serious, i'm being torn because of the many stuffs that is running in my head that i want to buy and i want to do and i cant really decide what stuff to buy or do. I used to be very impulsive when it comes to deciding or buying stuff, and somehow my impulsiveness is now manageable or so i thought??? hehehe. I guess the peeps around me now are not much of a bully and don't have that devilish whisper... "bilhin mo na yan, baka magsisi ka... ^^"

Before i started to work, i promised myself that i will be very responsible with my money this time and would save. I opened a savings account when i received my first salary and it feels good that somehow i'm being consistent on setting aside a portion of my salary and put it there. Being an only child and with all the advantages of it, i'm not used to being broke or borrowing money from someone. And with its disadvantage, i'm so financially dependent with my mom. She still gives me an allowance up to now and mind you that is brought about by my request of not cutting my allowance until the end of the year. I'm not spending the allowance, instead i also put it in the bank... as a way of preparing myself not to be so worried of not having money at all next year.

Back to being TORN.... i want to buy something and do something BUT i don't want to spend a single centavo from my savings... and that is really CRAZY!!! I call it self deprivation... huhu, like im on a diet.. =(

Here are the things that i want to buy but i'm not sure which one to buy first, buy only or not buy at all.