Cockroaches in my dream

I dreamed last night that cockroaches were crawling and flying around at my station. I was so scared, and it was like a nightmare..i woke up so afraid of the dream. Then i decided to google if i can find meaning with my dream..and here it is. Very much related to my situation, except the marijuana thing.
Cockroach
To see a cockroach in your dream symbolizes uncleanness. It also signifies longevity, tenacity and renewal. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life. Alternatively, the dream represents an undesirable aspect of yourself in which you need to confront.  A roach may also be a pun on smoking marijuana.
I know i have to decide soon.

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